A Question

I was just curious about something, how many of you watch porn? and what kind? I admit I do watch from time to time but I am trying to stop it, because it’s a sin. I don’t blame myself I blame the internet  Beside that, I can’t find the kind of porn I like, you have to pay! My favorite is Jesse Starr from 8teenboy, he is so cute anyone else knows him? Here are some pics I found. I can’t find any free videos of him online even torrents. I even like Tommy, specially when he is doing it with Jesse

Jesse:

Tommy:

Cheers :p

I am Back :)

Everybody is wondering where have I been lately! Well I will explain it in a few words. After I came out to my father, we had a small talk, He told me not to blog anymore because people might scam me. I have been thinking for a time whether to continue or not. When we talked he made it seem that homosexuality is wrong and is an illness, although he didn’t say it’s a choice, It made me more confused now. It has been a week now and he didn’t say anything to me about it, because he told we would have another talk later. Anyways he is treating me the same as if nothing happened and I am happy.

This week I have holidays, so there is nothing about Tom. But I saw the movie “2012″ It is very amazing, although it has the same old boring scenario of a father trying to rescue his family, and bad people against the good people. I would say you should watch it specially in the cinemas. I also changed the theme to the old one again. Simple is better. And thanks to everybody for hanging on.

Here is another vid from Moby

And a pic.

Do you know how it feels to need?

Hold on to people that are slipping away.

Cheers

Hey Again

Hey everyone!! Sorry for not posting this week, I was busy and it was a bad week for me. And before you say anything, I have changed the theme just for a change (I was bored ) So tell me which is better, this or the old one?….. About this week…. It was not nice. I feel like falling apart, you know this feeling when as if someone is tearing your heart apart. There is no one to talk to, cry to, or even tell about my feelings. And my dad started talking to me because I was getting bad marks and I get mad at people very fast. I started crying in front of him, but he didn’t know why. I don’t know what was I thinking at that time but I felt like coming out to him!! So the next day I wrote a paper explaining that I am gay, that I love Tom, and other stuff. I gave him the paper a day ago, and till now he didn’t say a thing!! He talks to me normal as if nothing happened. I hopped for some support, but I was disappointed. Anyways I guess he isn’t ready to open the conversation, so I am waiting for some time now.

Besides all of that I really feel lonely. There is no one to talk to, and no other people to trust to talk about my sexuality. And Rowan’s computer is broken, don’t know when he is going to come back. He cheers me up every time although we are only chat buddies! …………………………….Life is so unfair. I am so empty don’t know what to write.

Oh!! before I go, I got invited to be a member of “GoogleWave” preview. I had eight invitations to other people but now I have five left. I think I am going to add Tom, just to make him feel good or anything. One more thing…… The next post would be about how I met Tom and why I loved him.

Cheers Rainbow !!!!!!!!

bye.